Monday, March 22, 2010
Tot you will be diff,
Tot wouldn't be the same as other guys..
Tot u will gave me diff answer,
But it seems likes, it was the same as other guys.
But is not like wat i was hoping for.
Maybe is i put too much hope on u,
tot u is will be a veri diff frm others.
Or is i think too much again?
I'm not mad but i jus couldn't accept wif ur answer.
After heard ur reply, it was like I was from 100 floor drop to the 1st level.
Disppointed & sad.
Had a feel wanne faster go hm and hide.
Is it every guy cant get over pretty gals?
When they show up, guys will totally forget abt everything?
I dun understand, why cant ur ans be "No"...
Seems like all guys is the same kind.
Same as her, Same as him..
Pretty ladies always wins,
than why still find us normal ladies for?
Heart break, cant listen or understand anything.
Trusted too much on u, nw got hurt super PAINFUL.
" Feel like numb myself up again, numb the pain and saddness."
" Looking for my numb medicine , smoke, drunk, bleed it off"
what we could have been, 10:27 PM.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
This few days alot of things happen, the biggest 1 is had a big quarrel with my mei.
Even tot things is nt slove, also hardly go care.
Both of us gt our own room le,
But still i can forget abt it..
Dont knoe the problem is start wif her or me?
IS it frm young we dun tok much?
or she is reali veri hard to control & wont listen or take anyone's control?
even u is her parents or jie/kor, also cant do it.
What she post out at my wall, ya admit but nt all.
Who dun hv past in their young life and doing wrong stuff.
Important is did u wake up frm ur wrong & learn ur lesson..
You maybe be act fast, delete me off and cant let me post on ur wall.
Spam my wall, is okie..
U said wan my frens c clearly? okie, let them c ba. Nt going to think wat will they feel after they read ur post.
To me those is past le, but urself also did all those things as wat u had said abt me too.
But nw u still haven wake up yet.
"Playing wif someone else husband, wake up ba. If he is reali serious wit u, for the past few years he will had done something to his marriage but nt at there doing nthing le "
Nw things is been peace abit, everytime of going back hm need to c her face.
Totally i dun wish to go hm lol, thinking of staying out late than will to go back sleep.
Nw as long me and my parents and my little bro okie jiu hao.
I dun have any problem with anyone but onli u. totally cant tok.
[ maybe wif mum also nt veri gd, but i will try to be a nice daughter ba]
Recently, found out tat i found a nt bad de bf.
Always give me way, even just a small matter. But, came to big problem he will try tok wit me, trying to help me.
" sORRIE , just 3 mths always give u alot problem for u. Sometimes, affect ur working mood. I'm trying to be a gd and nice gf, i will learn to ignore abt her & try dun quarrel even she cross over to my life. And be a gd gal & daughter as u wish. I will also slim dwn for u, even tot u still cant believe i lose 2kg le."
Thanks to be always at my side, when i had so many problems.
Now gt my own room le, but i cant be always mine for long.
Thinking to stay at hm for a few more years, than move out. My little bro when he grew up, he also need a room.
Got alot things to do and need to clean my room again.
think will stop here, MUS REN REN REN HER, ignore ignore her for few more years.
Stop here for nw.
what we could have been, 6:50 PM.
Monday, March 15, 2010
Today went to watch "alice in the wonderland" wif dear dear @
Marine Square =)
Saw rachel working tat day, and bought the chesse paste frm her,
she gave us alot of cheese =)
Hmmmm, Yummy Yummy =)
After the movie, me and dear walk to the singapore flyer @ near by.
dear wanted to sit the flyer but too ex le.
So we went to try the fish spa, which is my dear most fav place.
but it was my first time,
and when the fishes eating my dead skins it was so tickles and itchy =)
After all i love it so much =)
next time i wan go again, but need to wear pants =)
Took some photos !
[ fishes are coming =) ]
[ Dear wif the green tea ]
[ the tea is nt bad, nt bitter ]
[ my leg, so tickling ]
[ dear dear's leg, he is enjoying the spa ]
[ Singapore Flyers ]
[ me and dear =) ]
[ My blur face ]
[ dear's fav PIG face, but i dun like so fat.. ]
[ going back to take bus =) ]
what we could have been, 11:35 PM.
Friday, March 12, 2010
~ [ MC DAy ] ~
It has been a long time i nv came online to post anything.
Today was on MC and had nthing much to do,
so came online to upload some of the photos i should be uploaded
veri long time ago.
Just Photos, lazy to type out ^^
[Photos for chinese new year @ qing's hus ]
what we could have been, 8:12 PM.
