Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Felt So Insecured!
what we could have been, 10:49 AM.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Feels that everything had changed, always tot u will wan me around.
But it seems like nw u dont need it, jus 1 words dun wish u come tat all..
Guys may be helping u as they will think is gals anyhw show pattern again..
how would u knoe wat is gals reali thinking abt.
Everything starting was so nice, 24 hr none stop contacting..
when time goes by msg, calls and even commuctions also went down.
Maybe u may think dun knoe wat i reali wans, if i reali dun care abt u..
i also wont bother wan be wasting my time been mad..
u scare i sian, scare i nt enough sleps..
u had frens around, if everything u b4 said it clearly to me before anyone does it.
but is other ppl told me..
my first thinking is u dun even wan me go so keep it away frm me.
onli wait till other ppl tel me le, than u willing to say.
u wan me to be more understanding, change all my bad habits and my childish..
sun things can be change but sum it wun..
Jus tat words said out jiu si say le, u dun knoe hw will i think tat much..
what we could have been, 12:13 PM.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
~ The Worst Thing I had Done ~
Today resgin frm my current job is a veri bad way..
I left my resignation letter on my desk and i go off le..
still wan to stand till end of this mth, if my partner still keep on mc dun come back..
is it die de person still me..
" I reali cant take it, i reali wanne to leave this job "
It had reali come to my limit le..
For the pass 2 weeks my working partner was on a long holiday leave.
I was totally nt familar wit her work and jobs,
and i gt to understand her work jus a few days..
From the day 1 she on holiday, i had been stress almost everyday..
Getting scolded and stress on those work that i was nt handling properly and
customer's problem keep coming none stop..
Sum times, i was struck in btw of my boss and customer, i had try my veri best and limit to do my best le.
Yet everyday OT till 10 plus or 11om, to finish up everything..
But, next day still get scolding, is like do or nv do also scold..
I follow everything correctly lol and check everything veri carefully..
Also gt scold......
until today i cant take it le, boss too busy teaching de new comer..
when i need help she onli use talk and tel me wat to do..
Jus say onli veri easy, but do de is me ar..
always plus problem give me than jus go back at 5.30pm..
I also need some help, i cant finish the jobs on that veri day ar..
plus i haven done my own work too..
work had problem
sch also had problem
family had problem
frens had problem
reali feel like end my life so can be peace!!
i'm jus a extra to everyone and everything..
what we could have been, 10:48 PM.
