Jus came back hm @ this morning 9pm ba..
Hang Over at Art Park untill the next morning..
Things had gone back to the pass again, that kind of crazy thinking...
Onli live inside with cig & achohole... (breakfast, lunch & dinner)
Recentlyto many thing jus happen so fast,
I had no time for me to accept it.
U always think of urside, but u forget le me..
The UGLY Truth, of everything..
From the first day we start our relationship..
From the begaining on the first day, u towards me is no feeling de..
you choose me is coz ,u think urself had no looks at tat time,
But yet since still gt ppl like than just take me ..
All the while u nv reali fall for me.. why have to buff me for so long. ( veri hurt do u know, i trusted u so much.)
From the start nthing is reali truth..
U reali let me c and know that in this world really have this kind of Ugly Relationship.
U said that period, u is realli gt put real feeling in,
but those words u told others, is like you totally nv put any feeling in me at all..
Is like u have no choice at all, than take me stead with u..
I'm jus a tester to u, but u nv really cherish me b4.
Nt sure who and whose words, is the truth or which is lies..
Reali Heart break inside~
I loved a wrong person for almost 3 years,
and also been fool by everything for so long.
All this while, I tot be faithfully and loyal in a relatioship,
Dun flirt ,dun play each other feeling, there will be forever and cherish..
But, if onli 1 person work hard for it, everything is like nthing..
Cant u heard the heart break cracking sound frm my heart, everytime u hurt me.
what we could have been, 11:22 AM.

Always alone & loney, wat is "Xin Fu & Happiness"?
Time had pass so fast, I'm almost cant remember or recall that kind of happiness feelings le.
A big day for me, fall in a drain without notice it..
Super Ps lol, fall inside the drain just outside mac..
But thanks my angels= )
xiao hui help to clean up my wound..
Wen help me to bandage up, her skills nt bad..
~luv u both & thanks~
what we could have been, 11:40 PM.